Fuck everything in my life. I dont care anymore. I... Just....Give... Up...

*Sigh* I think this has been the WORST Birthday ever..... *Sigh*

But I guess I'll just have to "SUCK IT UP AND DEAL WITH IT!!!" -exact quote from my dad- =0(

Have I ever mentioned that I hate shopping? Well if I haven't... I hate shopping. But I had to go today... It just reached that time were I needed some new cloths.... ugh.

I came home after that and it started raining. I love the rain! =) But I had to move the four-wheeler so it wouldn't get wet... and let me tell you, that thing is NOT easy to start! On normal four-wheelers all you have to do is turn on the key and press the 'start' button. Not that simple on mine... First you have to choke it (the choke is screwed up as well, so theres a special way to do that) then you have to press this button like five times underneath the four-wheeler, lift this lever looking thing which is also underneath, and then finally kick start it. I had to do that at least ten times before it started. And one of thoses times -like I said it was raining, so my shoes were wet plus the kick start lever- my foot slipped off and the inside of my ankle rammed right into it... and let me just say, ow...

After that unfortunate event, I went inside and made BBQ and homeade salsa. yum! The salsa is HOT! Like really hot. So hot the underneath of my fingernails are burning. Yeah...

Well, I think thats it for today... lol

Well I just cleaned out out my hermit crabs cage out and gave Festis a bath. Now I'm debating on rather I should hive Trouble a bath... Hmmm...

Well I'm home... And Chirstina is here as well... Right now she is singing "You Belong With Me" in the shower about to drive me crazy!!!! Ugh!!! I just want to be alone sometimes you know?!

Anywho, I get home, and I'm not home for 45 minutes when I hear someone pull down the driveway (I have really good hearing, okay? lol) I look out the window and its that thing...

I go to my dads room - he's layed up with the gout again - and even though I'm not talking to him, I yell "You'd better tell your little girlfriend to go home before I do!" In case you haven't noticed, I don't like her too much, there's just something about her... I think I have a 6th sense..

Well he jumped out of bed real quick and limped/ran to the door. Don't know what happened out there but she soon left.

But other than that, my day has been real boring. I slept and read Storm Born... And cleaned out my new hermit crabs cage! lol

Well, I'm tired - in the past 48 hours, I've had less than4 hours of sleep. It sucks... - So night!

Its my dad's Birthday... The Family's going out to eat so hopefully I won't have to talk to him too much... Ugh. I really don't want to go...

Ugh... I'm so tired! I didn't sleep at all last night!!! I layed in bed listening to my Ipod and staring at the ceiling... Finally a little after 5 did I pass out. Only to be woken up 4 hours later... Ugh...

Anywho, I got my hair cut in layers today. BUT IT LOOKS EXACTLY THE SAME!!!

I want to go to Barns and Noble tomorrow to get Thorn Queen...

Oh and my  dad's birthday is Friday... and he wants a camouflage guitar... yeah...

Well I'm off to finish Vampire Academy!!! Again for the 5th time...

THE FIRST CHAPTER OF BLOOD PROMISE WAS AWESOME!!!!! I WANT MORE!!!

Just 30 days until we get to read the rest.... and the time isn't going by fast enough....

I made Oatmeal Chocolate Chip Cookies and they are YUMMIE!!!

Why is it that on Mondays there is nothing to do in the internet????? Well, it seems that way to me......

Okay, so last night I was at my cousin Christina and grandma's house.... Long story, don't ask. Well Janey knows... Anywho!!

I went to get in the shower, and I just got in and was wetting my hair, I saw something in the corner of my eye move.  So I turn my head to look.... and it was a fucking COCKROACH!!!!! It took all I had not to scream. Then the song, "Sometimes I Feel Like Somebody's Watching Me" starts playing in my head.... So there I am cowering under the spray of water watching it crawl around the shower, until I see a cup sitting on the side of the tub. I grab the cup, and with a shaky hand, I trap it. Turning the cup upside down back on the side of the tub (with the cockroach in it) I finish taking my shower very quickly.

After I get out, I flushed it down the toilet.... So I hope its dead now...

Yeah, yeah I know, I haven't posted in a while. Sorry.

Ugh!!! Today has been a bitch!!!!!

I had to get up at 7:45 to baby sit (That might not sound early to some of you, but for me, it is. I'm NOT a morning person!) And let me tell you, Landon is WILD! He will not stay still or be quite for anything! I've had him for the past two days and I've tried to keep him quite because my dad was asleep.

Speaking of my dad, he has not worked at all this week because of his damn foot! Ugh!!! I hate the person who invented alcohol!!!! >=( AND cigarettes! I swear that man smokes more than anybody on this earth!!! I"m  talking about at least three packs a day!!! To make mattes worse, he smokes in the house. The fire department could use our house to teach little kids how to stop, drop and roll. Seriously. Then the smoke smell gets in your cloths.... and I can't stand that!!! I hate the smell of cigarette smoke!!!

Also, I've been cleaning, washing cloths, vacuuming, mopping, and everything you can possibly think of! Cause if I don't do it, no one will.

I'm not done yet... My younger cousin Alyssa is having her birthday party here.  Tonight. Joy.... So there's going to be at least 11 people here. But knowing my luck, there will be more.

Oh, I almost forgot, since my dad can't handle money, there is a 95% chance that the phone, TV, AND INTERNET bill won't be payed. Isn't it great?

Well I'm off to take care of my neighbor's dogs..... They're in West Virgina all week...

Did I mention my life sucks? Well it does. Big time.

My dad and I went to chruch, and guess what we rode? Just take a random guess...

The Four-Wheeler...

'Nuff Said...

So I'm FINALLY going to post a picture of Miss. Kitty. And Trouble and Ranger.....

( And Away We GO!!!!! )

I've spent half my night in the Emergency Room with my dad because of his damn foot... Ugh... I just now got home... But I'm too tired to type about it....

Later...

Well, I'm kinda depressed that no one commented on my Taylor Swift Concert Recap.... But whatever floats your boat....

Oh, did anyone watch the CMT Music Awards last night?! OMG it was so good! My favorite part was the beginning.... Wanna watch it? Here we GO!!

http://www.cmt.com/videos/misc/401606/2009-cmt-music-awards-show-open.jhtml?id=1614103

Also, I don't have to baby sit tomorrow! (Well today since its now 12:28 am...) Whoop!!!

UPDATE: I don't know why the video isn't showing up... but if you want to watch it, just click the link....

Now that I have the chance, I will now tell you about my weekend....

Friday:

My mom and I left for the Concert around 3:30 and we got to Greensboro around 5. Well, we were going to eat at Olive Garden, but that place was PACKED! I mean, there was NO parking spaces at all! So we just went to Lone Star instead. Once we got there, we had some kinda shrimp appetizer, then I ordered steak (of course, lol) sweet potato casserole, a salad and more shrimp. My mom had a salad, sweet potato casserole, and some kinda hamburger. And for dessert, I had strawberry cheesecake. I'm normally not a big fan of cheesecake, but that one was pretty good.

Next, we drove to the coliseum. Since my lovely Cricket phone doesn't take pictures and my digital camera had no batteries, my mom was kind enough to take a picture of Taylor's tour bus. (I just wish she would e-mail me them...) We walked inside and I waited in line forever for a T-shirt. Seriously, just tell the people what size shirt you where and MOVE ALONG! Its really not that hard! Jeez.... Anyway, I got my shirt (That cost $25....) got a water and then we went to find our seats.... Which were on the second level... Row M seats 11 and 12.... You would think that we were far enough away....

At 7:30 Gloriana came out and sung a few songs, none of which I knew besides "Wild At Heart". After them, Kellie Pickler came out. She is so Cute!!! And she talks COMPLETELY different then when she sings. Then Taylor came out.... wearing a marching band uniform... and singing "You Belong With Me" But halfway through the song, her dancing people (?) ripped the marching band outfit off which was neat. She sang all the song off her Fearless CD except for two of them. And I really wanted her to sing "Breathe" which just happened to be one of the two that she didn't sing.... Oh, and the way she was slinging her head around about gave me whiplash...

Haha, about halfway through the show, this couple came up to my mom and me, and were like "You're sitting in our seats."

I just gave them this look. "Uh, no we're not."

The girl is starting to get mad. She all but yells at me, "Yes you are! You are sitting in seats 11 and 12 L. Those are our seats."

I'm trying my best not to laugh. "Well, you need to learn your alphabet again because L comes before M. This is Row M, down there is Row L."

She blushes, says sorry and walks away. But I wish we did have seats 11 and 12 L because that girl sat right in front of me, well, I should say stand because she stood up and danced the whole time. And I could hardly see a thing. I had the nerve to push her....

But the last song Taylor sung was, "Should've Said No" which was really neat because she stood under water (like rain) and sang it. It was awesome.

We left after that, but stopped by Wendy's to eat. I then continued home to where I fell asleep immediately...

Saturday:

I slept in until 5pm. Got in the shower. Went to Barnes and Noble. I got the 6th book in the Vampire Kisses series which is okay I guess, I just thought I might as well read it since I started the series.... I also got all the Blood Ties/ Blood Books by Tanya Huff. After I bought them, I went to the Cafe in the store aka: Starbucks, and bought a White Chocolate Mocha. OMG, those things are yummy!!!! I can now see why Georgina drinks them all the time. lol.

Went home, read Royal Blood (the 6th Vampire Kisses book) and fell asleep.

Sunday:

Slept till 1pm got up and didn't really do much of anything... My dad cooked a Boston Butt which he made into BBQ and invited half the family over to eat and that was about it.....

Sorry I haven't been on for a couple days. I just now got back to my computer. But I am alive and breathing as far as I know. I was starting to expect a call from Janey.... lol.

Anywho, I'll write/type my whole Taylor Swift adventure tomorrow..... I hope....

Ugh... I have to get up in five and a half hours to baby sit... Oh joy....

Night!